Thanks Gem and I am so sorry it has taken me so long to get in the zone and give this reading. I have felt a strange astrological pull to have down time and rest - not to mention having a broken back tooth that has been giving me hell. Anyhoo, I am ready to tap in and see what I get for your mother.
Elemental energy...earthiness...here is a lady with a lot of fairy energy around her and I also see somebody (female) wearing a kaftan - very 70s/psychedelic. They have a headband made of twisted cord around their long wavy brown hair and love beads around their neck. I am getting that strong connection with faery folk to them and almost an air of magic. This person has a beautiful smile and a positive attitude that can be felt! In her hands she holds a large angular amethyst with a white light in the centre that seems to glow far beyond the crystal itself. Hmmmm, the message here is about a longing to return to a time in life when things seemed more 'alive'. Does your mum feel stuck in a rut? I get a sense of dormancy - like she feels the light within has burned out and she doesn't know how to get it back. Oh, there is a male spirit connected to this feeling as well. Perhaps a relationship that ended leaving her feeling like she couldn't go on or that damaged her self esteem? Maybe she feels 'past it' - like the best part of her life is behind her. Think again! I am being told that she is in a period of 'reflection and recollection'. Things are going at a snail's pace because what she needs is gentle healing and to find her way back to her true self. It is a grounding process as well as a re-establishing of confidence and trusting in herself. It was not her fault that things ended the way they did and there is nothing wrong with her - she is a wonderful warm woman who is simply grieving past losses. It is fine to retreat to your own shell for awhile to aid this process but don't be fooled into believing that the shell is now your home. You are nearing readiness to create anew. Focus on the things around you that you love and build from there. Hold onto the lessons of the past and not the hurt and move forwards slowly. New choices are coming, but for now work on nurturing, protecting and loving yourself so that when they present you are ready.
Your mother works with her hands doesn't she? There's a gift involved with this coming her way. It could be a new friend, or something that will impact her health or an opportunity for change. Either way, it is small but significant. I feel that at the time she will not even realise the importance of this but later when she looks back, it will all make sense. This is a turning point for her. It is the beginning of a new chapter that leads her back to feeling alive again. I see alot of moon energy around this - invitations, events, something that helps her feel better than she has in a long time.
Now I am asking for a definite message from anyone present and here is what I got: Your mother's inner landscape is in turmoil - she feels torn between her experiences and choices. It is useful to weigh the information from both sides and then try to find a balance that leads you down a middle road. Remember that there is two sides to every story and turn off your judgmental mind. Let your intuition or heart take over. Too much thinking and not enough feeling! The answer is to flow with the conflict instead of adding to it. See it as a process you are working through and not a wall that is stopping you from moving forwards. Ground yourself. There's a choice around your work or study that keeps coming up. Are you undecided about which way to go? Trust in your gut - it will take you where you need to be. You've been trying to approach things logically but it just isn't working. Take some time out to breathe, ground your energy and then 'feel' your way through your options. This is how you will come to a decision that is right for you.
That is all I am getting except for alot of pressure in my frontal lobes. Your mother is stressing way too much! She needs to be kinder to herself and take time out to relax. I hope she finds the answers she is looking for. Best of luck and health to her
